[dear flist] fest help

i have this problem where i want to do everything, even when i know it isn't feasible for me to do so. for example, i went through every fandom_stocking  post, read through each person's letter, noted what fandoms we shared, or what non-fandom thing i could give them, and then made a spreadsheet with all this information, intending to fill all 120 something stockings that were in my spreadsheet. obviously, that didn't happen. which then makes me feel disappointed in myself. 

i'm facing the same problem with fest sign-ups. look at all the fests i have my eyes on: (*means i'm not sure if they're running this year.)

( a plethora of fests )